Every. God. Damned. Time.
I end up the evenings with this thirst of getting everything straight, everything back in order. Everything nice and tidy. And it’s because i fail every time to do it during my evening.
I always get side tracked. A tv show, a series, i’m hungry, the dishes, the house, some stupid youtube video…. and all my best intentions go to shit.
It’s like every time i commit to getting shit done that is not work related, somehow i find a way to sabotage myself and end up losing an evening and all i can come up with is a shitty post where i try to make it better in the end. “well at least i got that done, saved the night”.
Fuck me.